

Opening Day
It's OPENING DAY of The Mikado! My body is tired, my feet are questioning my life choices, and I'm pretty sure I need a vacation from my vacation that I haven't even taken yet! After months of planning, building, painting, and putting all the pieces together, we finally get to share it with an audience! And tomorrow? IT ALL COMES DOWN! Ah, theater. Months of work, two performances, and then we take it apart like it never happened! Last night I actually escaped for a little fu
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Plan
I had a plan. An actual plan! Save $20,000 by December 30, have my mom cosign on an apartment, and finally find a place to call home. After Oliver!, I was almost halfway there! Then came the unexpected plot twist. SeaWorld, after years of working there, didn't hire me back. No explanation, no response, just silence. And suddenly, a huge part of my financial plan disappeared. I'm still working, designing The Mikado and stage managing The Santa Switch, but apparently bills, gro
1 day ago


Difference
There’s a BIG difference between community theater and professional theater, and I’m not talking about talent. I’m talking about how things operate. In professional theater, people have defined jobs and responsibilities. In community theater, apparently the Set Designer is also the Technical Director, Stage Manager, truck driver, janitor, furniture mover, and occasional therapist, all for one fabulous bargain price! Listen, I’ve done it all, and I’m never above pitching in. T
2 days ago


Andrea
So my friend Andrea texts me a picture of herself working at Howl-O-Scream, tongue sticking out, having the time of her life. My response? “What the fuck? I guess that’s cool.” Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy she’s working. Employment! Paychecks! Spooky fun! But apparently she forgot our entire conversation about how, after years of working there, I wasn't hired back. No explanation, no conversation, not even a response to my email. Just crickets. So perhaps a cheerful selfie f
3 days ago


Annie
Everything is ready, the pieces are in place, the excitement is building, and after months of planning, plotting, organizing, and probably a little too much coffee, IT'S OFFICIAL! ANNIE is coming to the Spanos Theatre March 6 & 7, 2027! OEA Theatrical is back, and we're celebrating 50 years of one of Broadway's most beloved musicals! Big dreams, big voices, a whole lot of heart, and one little redheaded girl who reminds us that the sun WILL come out tomorrow! Auditions, annou
4 days ago


Set Up
Today's the day! After spending yesterday prepping everything at the theater, today it all goes up on stage! I'm excited to finally see it all come together and praying it looks as good in real life as it does in my imagination! Fingers crossed! #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheSigma #TheaterAndT
5 days ago


Feelings
I'm starting to think I should reach out to some of the other local theater companies producing shows similar to Annie. Not because anyone needs permission to produce anything, but because we're all drawing from the same pool of performers, and a little communication and professional courtesy can go a long way. Of course, I also have this sinking feeling that Christian's company is going to announce some of the very same shows we're already planning. I certainly hope that's n
6 days ago


Universe
So yesterday, while scrolling through Instagram, I stumbled upon this woman throwing rocks and coins into some mysterious little compartment in a wall. She said, “If this video reaches you, it was meant to be. Watch until the end.” Normally, I would have scrolled right past, but for some reason, I watched. Apparently, my life is about to turn around, financial success is coming, and love is finally going to walk through the door. Basically, everything I've been waiting for, w
Oct 10


Early Drivin'
So I got up at 4:45 this morning for a five-hour drive to San Luis Obispo to watch the final run-through of The Mikado before we load into the theater tomorrow. Because apparently sleep is just a suggestion at this point. After that, we get to pack up all the sets at the Grange Hall and load everything into the truck. A nice, relaxing Saturday. I'm hoping Debora has a fabulous party tonight where I can enjoy some wine and pretend I don't have 47 things to do tomorrow. Meanwhi
Oct 10


Movin'
My mom asked me yesterday if I was planning to move back to San Luis Obispo. The answer was no. I don't really think I want to live there again. But I will say, I have a lot more fun there. I have friends, a social life, people to hang out with, and I actually feel popular again. It's a little glimpse of my old life, and quite frankly, it makes me happy.And isn't that supposed to be the goal? Happiness? I don't even know if I want to move to LA anymore. Actually, I don't thi
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