

3:00 A.M. and Apparently We're Awake
3:00 A.M. Wide awake. WHY? I swear I cannot sleep properly when I'm in San Diego. Put me somewhere else and eventually my body figures it out. Put me in San Diego and apparently my internal clock becomes a 24-hour Denny's. OPEN ALL NIGHT! My eyes opened at three this morning and my brain immediately said, "Oh good, you're awake. Would you like to review every decision you've made since 1997?" No, Brain. "Great! Let's begin." I don't know what it is about being back here. Mayb
2 hours ago


Kelley's Birthday
Today is my sister's birthday. Happy birthday, Kelley! There is something deeply offensive about your younger sister having another birthday because somehow SHE gets older and I apparently remain exactly the same age. This is basic sibling mathematics. Look it up. Birthdays are weird little mile markers anyway. They make you think about where everyone was five years ago, ten years ago, twenty years ago, and suddenly you're mentally flipping through family photographs, .#Live
2 days ago


Tale as Old as Time… Apparently So Am I
There are certain shows that are just permanently stitched into your DNA. For me, Beauty and the Beast isn't just a musical. It's basically a family member at this point. A slightly dysfunctional family member who owns a fog machine and has very strong opinions about enchanted flatware. It was my first professional job on Broadway at the Palace Theatre, which still sounds completely insane when I actually type it. Of all the shows I could have started with, I started with Dis
3 days ago


Reschedule
I need to reschedule my psychiatrist appointment because I specifically wanted to do it in person and I’m still in SLO. The funny thing is I’m not even sure how much I care about the appointment anymore. Part of the reason I wanted it was because I felt this need to prove everybody wrong about the bipolar diagnosis, like I was preparing for a courtroom drama where I would dramatically slam a folder onto a desk and yell, “EXHIBIT A!” But at this point, who cares? Maybe I go, m
3 days ago


Kitty
I had one of those strange little full circle theater moments at Matilda. An actress named Kitty Balay from PCPA came up to me and asked, “Are you Erik Austin?” I said yes while my brain immediately started searching its filing cabinets trying to figure out what was happening. The funny part is that I actually took classes from Kitty when I was in high school, which was approximately a zillion years ago, so the idea that she would recognize me now was definitely not on my bin
4 days ago


Ouch
My stomach has been absolutely killing me, and I’m pretty sure stress has officially moved in, unpacked its bags and changed its mailing address to somewhere directly below my rib cage. It needs to stop. Most of it is still coming from all the financial stuff surrounding Oliver! and trying to figure out money while also navigating friendships, which is a combination I highly recommend to absolutely no one. Then throw the whole SeaWorld situation on top of it and apparently my
5 days ago


Mikado
My solution to recovering from producing Oliver! is apparently to immediately start designing another enormous show. Welcome to The Mikado. Today my world became cherry blossoms, giant fans, rock walls, bridges, platforms, fountains and a twelve foot red gate. There is also a fifty foot wide scenic border because apparently subtlety has left the building. I have spent an alarming amount of time thinking about the proper proportions of decorative fans, which is a sentence I ne
6 days ago


Matilda
Today I jumped in the car at 7:00 in the morning and drove five hours to SLO to see some friends in Matilda, because apparently that seemed like a perfectly reasonable Sunday morning activity. My friend Jon was playing Miss Trunchbull, and Sherry could not understand why Trunchbull was being played by a man. I knew it was a tradition with the show, but then she kept asking why, and suddenly I realized I didn’t actually know why. So of course I had to look it up and explain th
Aug 9


Casino
Well, I couldn’t stand it. I went back to the casino. Remember that lovely little story where I went, won big, came home happy and said the smartest thing I could possibly do was NOT go back and lose it all? Apparently I don’t take advice from myself. I went back and managed to lose almost all of my winnings. Almost. At least I bought myself a few gifts before I decided to personally return my winnings to the casino. I guess technically it was free money anyway, so I’m not re
Aug 8


Angelfish
We interrupt the theater portion of this blog for Murder, She Wrote: Aquarium Edition. I recently bought some new fish from Petco and put them into my 40 gallon freshwater tank. Then the new fish died. Not good. Then one of my old fish died. Really not good. Suddenly I am standing in front of the aquarium staring at the survivors like Jessica Fletcher arriving at a suspiciously crowded dinner party. Was it the water? Ammonia? Disease? Stress? Did the new fish bring something
Aug 7









.png)

.png)
_edited.png)








