

Hmmmm
Now that I'm back in San Diego, I'm honestly not sure what's next. That's a little daunting. I don't know if I'll be going back to SeaWorld, and after pouring everything I had into Oliver!, I'm hoping the post-show blues don't hit too hard. Closing a production always leaves a strange quiet after weeks of nonstop rehearsals, building, painting, and creating. The one thing I do know is that my therapist reached out and let me know I can come back, and I'm really grateful for t
6 days ago


Home
Finally back in San Diego after what should have been a simple drive turned into nearly 4.5 hours from LA. I mean... come on. It was miserable. You'd think I'd be relaxing after wrapping up Oliver! Nope. I walked into the house, decided it looked like a disaster, and immediately started cleaning... and cleaning... and cleaning. Apparently I don't know how to sit still. Now I'm off to pick up my mom, who has been on a train all day after her flight was canceled. Rather than bu
6 days ago


Long Drive
I finally got everything packed up from Oliver! after days and days of cleaning, washing, sorting, and loading. I met my mom for lunch, then planned to grab my last few things and hit the road, but I stopped by Spanos first to thank David for everything he did to help make this production so special and to give him a framed Oliver! poster for the wall. It just felt right. Then came the drive... almost four hours to Sheila's. Thankfully, she and Paul treated me to a delicious
Jul 16


Frustration
I've been doing laundry all day and finally finishing up the shop. Tonight I'm heading to Deborah and Larry's for dinner, then over to Tim's to just relax for a while. It's been a lot lately, and my frustration level with a few things is definitely beyond where I'd like it to be. I'm hoping a good meal, good friends, and a quiet evening are exactly what I need. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatter
Jul 15


Sherry
Today I spent the day with Sherry. We may have had a little too much wine, I definitely cried more than I expected, and somehow it was exactly what I needed. We had great Mexican food, then she took me to the beach, where I finally had a chance to breathe after all the stress of the past few weeks. Sometimes the best therapy is a good friend who just lets you be yourself. Sherry is a pretty cool woman, and I'm really grateful for today. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisI
Jul 14


Load Out
The load-out was SO fast! All that work, all week long, building an entire world onstage, and then in less than an hour it was all gone. Trucks packed, everything loaded out of the theater and unloaded at 1508. Just like that. I cannot thank this cast enough. Everyone participated, everyone jumped in, and together we got it done just as well as our epic load-in. Then we all went to Petra to celebrate what was truly a very special show. This experience has meant more to me tha
Jul 13


Closing
Today is incredibly bittersweet. Our final performance of Oliver! is officially sold out, and while that is something worth celebrating, it also means this is our last day together. I don’t think I can fully put into words how much I have poured into this production. The hours, the sleepless nights, the stress, the sacrifices, the painting, building, sewing, rehearsing, problem-solving, and doing whatever needed to be done to get this show onto the stage. I gave this producti
Jul 12


PACKED
Last night was PACKED, and the show went so incredibly well! I truly could not be prouder of this phenomenal cast and crew. Watching everything come together after all the hours, hard work, challenges, paint, costumes, set changes, rehearsals, and yes, a little bit of controlled chaos, was absolutely incredible. The audience was amazing, the energy was electric, and this cast gave it everything they had. I am just so, so proud of what we created together. What a night! Althou
Jul 11


Set Changes
I'm not going to lie... I'm a little stressed about tonight's set changes. We only have a few seconds to move an entire Victorian London from one scene to the next, and somehow we've been making it happen. Theater is equal parts planning, teamwork, and controlled chaos. I know this cast and crew can do it, though. We've overcome every challenge that's been thrown at us, and I have no doubt we'll do it. Here's to fast feet, smooth transitions, and another incredible performanc
Jul 10


Final Dress
So it’s our final dress rehearsal tonight. Yikes. And just to make things a little more exciting, our understudy is going on for Dodger! I am praying to the theater gods that these set changes go smoothly because the show itself is so good, and I don’t want anything getting in the way of that. We have worked so hard, and everything is looking incredible, so now I just need those set changes to happen quickly, smoothly, and exactly as planned. Come on, set changes! Tonight is
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