

A DAY
Yesterday was a DAY. I spent hours calling the cast, sending emails, organizing everything, and yes… dealing with some parents. Listen, theater is competitive. Sometimes you don’t make the cast. Sometimes you get a smaller role than you hoped for. That’s life. Be disappointed for a minute if you need to, but then either move forward or be grateful for the opportunity you WERE given. PERIOD. There were enough talented people to cast this show several times over, and every deci
9 minutes ago


Amazeballs
Well… last night was honestly amazing. We had 45 kids come out along with callbacks for the adults, and the amount of talent in the room was kind of unbelievable. There were so many genuinely great people that it made choosing incredibly difficult because this show honestly could have been cast several different ways and still been wonderful. That’s both the beautiful and heartbreaking part of theater sometimes. But truly, I couldn’t have asked for a better night. The energy,
14 hours ago


More driving
I woke up at the crack of dawn and hit the road back to SLO. Somewhere during the drive I kept thinking about everything from when I got back to San Diego. It was pretty obvious my mom had gone through my closet because stuff was scattered all over the floor. A lot of it was old notebooks and journals, basically pieces of my life from the entire Stripbook era and beyond. It felt strange seeing all of that pulled out and exposed like that. I never said anything because honestl
2 days ago


Universal
Driving back to LA today. I think I’m going to stop at Universal Studios for a few hours — my happy place — before hanging out with Sheila tonight. Then tomorrow it’s back to San Luis Obispo for callbacks again. Boy… this process has already taken me on such a long journey emotionally, physically, financially… all of it. But somehow I still believe this show is going to become something really special. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPe
3 days ago


Drive
I decided to wake up early and drive all the way back to San Diego today, which honestly sounds insane even to me. But I just wanted one night in my own bed. I needed to wash my clothes, breathe for a second, and feel human again before heading back into the chaos. This show has already consumed so much of my life and we’re only getting started. Somewhere between gas stations, callback notes, iced coffees, and nonstop phone calls, I realized how deeply I care about this produ
4 days ago


Long Day
So I went ridiculously early to find parking near the Pantages because the manager emailed me warning that there was some huge event happening and parking would apparently be a nightmare. Of course… I found parking immediately and ended up there an hour early. Since I had time to kill, I walked through the entire car show after finally getting past security, which somehow became an ordeal all on its own. Then when I finally got inside, I found out it was literally just me and
5 days ago


By Myself
Currently waiting for Sheila, Paul, and Evin to get here for lunch. They’re running super late and I’m honestly exhausted at this point. I originally thought we’d spend the whole day hanging out, but I think after lunch I’m probably just going to get back on the road and keep driving. I really hope they get here soon because my energy is officially gone. Tomorrow Sound of Music, but honestly one thing I’m really looking forward to tonight is having Sheila’s entire apartment t
6 days ago


Wall
Today I hit a wall emotionally. I’m tired. I’m overwhelmed. I’ve been living in my car half the week driving between LA, San Diego, and rehearsals trying to make all of this work. I know in the end people are going to be upset no matter what decisions are made, and that feeling weighs on me heavier than anyone realizes. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #Vul
May 15


Puzzle
Callbacks are turning into one giant emotional puzzle. You try to build the strongest cast possible while also protecting people’s feelings and hopes, and sometimes those things don’t line up. That’s the hardest part. People don’t always see the hours of stress behind the scenes… the spreadsheets, the calls, the driving, the second guessing. I just want everyone to feel seen. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #Men
May 14


Driving
Spent the entire day driving back and forth between cities for this production and I swear I’ve burned through an entire tank of gas every 12 hours. I just realized I basically spent all my birthday money on gas and fast food while trying to make this show happen. It honestly makes me sick. I know theater is worth it… but wow this process is exhausting. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromS
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