

Cousin
Today my mom’s cousin’s daughter is coming to visit, which I think makes her my cousin too? Somewhere there’s a family tree that could answer this, but I don’t have the energy to climb it. So we’ll be entertaining for the next few days. I don’t really know her, so this could be fun, awkward, fabulous, or all three. Hopefully she’s fun. Fingers crossed! #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromSta
6 hours ago


Blood
So I gave blood today and got a free ticket to Howl O Scream at SeaWorld. Now I have a dilemma. I REALLY want to go to Howl O Scream, but I also REALLY don’t want to step foot inside SeaWorld. Apparently I’m now having an ethical crisis sponsored by a free theme park ticket. WHAT DO I DO? #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipula
17 hours ago


Bed
Besides officially getting the performance rights to Annie, which is actually pretty damn cool, yesterday was just a terrible day. Today I spent most of it in bed, hiding from the world and pretending blankets count as a coping strategy. Some days you conquer musical theater licensing. Some days getting out of bed deserves its own standing ovation. Today was somehow both. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #Mental
3 days ago


La Jolla
Filling in at La Jolla today and I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it. On one hand, yay work! Theater! People! A reason to put on actual pants! On the other hand, there’s something very strange about filling in somewhere. It’s like being a substitute teacher, except nobody throws spitballs and I’m pretty sure I’m not allowed to put on a movie. So here I am, at La Jolla, filling in and feeling things. What things? Excellent question. I’ll circle back when my emotions have
4 days ago


$
Didn’t sleep great last night, back in San Diego with a completely plugged nose and feeling like my sinuses had personally declared war on me. But I got up, got my hair cut, washed the car, and somehow ended up at Barona, because apparently that’s where responsible adult errands lead. And then I won $500! So I started the day unable to breathe and ended it $500 richer. I’m calling that a pretty good day. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #Toxi
5 days ago


Buffy
Still working on The Mikado set! Today Buffy came by, took one of the pieces home, and now I’ve officially handed it over to the creative universe. Let’s see what she does with it! I have no idea what’s coming back, but knowing Buffy, I’m pretty sure it’s going to return looking far more beautiful than when it left. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #Vulnera
6 days ago


Manipulation
Manipulation is when someone blames you for your reaction to their toxic behavior, but never acknowledges the disrespect that triggered the reaction in the first place. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheSigma #TheaterAndTherapy
6 days ago


Amusement Parks
I don’t know exactly what it is about amusement parks, but they really are my happy place. Give me roller coasters, ridiculously overpriced food, music playing everywhere, people screaming on rides, and the general chaos of it all and somehow my brain goes, yep, we’re good here. You have no idea how many times I’ve been to Universal this year, and honestly, I’m not even sure I want to count. I can spend an entire day walking around a park and never get bored. I think I just n
Sep 17


Circle
People say that as you get older, your circle gets smaller, and I definitely understand that now. As an adult, you just don’t have a lot of friends, or at least I don’t. People move away, lives change, relationships fade, and suddenly the people you once saw all the time are people you might talk to every few months. I know a lot of people, but knowing people and having actual friends are two very different things. I miss having those everyday friendships, someone to grab din
Sep 16


Old
I’m getting old, and some days I really feel it. Other days I completely forget how old I am until I catch myself in a mirror or see a picture and think, when did that happen? There are days when I’m beyond self conscious about how I look and how much I’ve changed. I think part of what makes it harder is feeling like I somehow lost almost 10 years of my life. Like everything stopped for a while, but time didn’t. And now here we are. I’m older, life looks completely different
Sep 15









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