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Jul 10, 2024
Group
Yesterday, I attended a new group meeting about being your best self, and it was a refreshing change from the trauma group I've been in...
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Jul 9, 2024
Velour
Today, while working the desk at La Jolla, I was checking out the new schedule as they were loading in the Sasha Velour show. As people...
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Jul 8, 2024
Home
My mom is coming home today, so I spent most of the day cleaning and cleaning some more. The house looks amazing, but unfortunately, I...
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Jul 8, 2024
Melissa
My friend Melissa and her three kids, Ella, Baylor, and Crew, came from Arizona to visit me for a couple of days. We went to SeaWorld,...
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Jul 7, 2024
Wicked
Wicked has been dominating my thoughts lately, thanks to my tendency to relate everything to a movie or play. I remember when my friend...
Jul 6, 2024
Memories
Are our memories real or the stories we want to tell ourselves #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting...
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Jul 5, 2024
Leisa
This is a picture of me and my cousin, the famous Leisa Beemer. We were close for a huge part of our lives until family drama, which had...
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Jul 5, 2024
Christmas in July
I woke up vomiting clear bile all over the place. I slept super hard on and off and felt like I had a really bad flu when I woke up, but...
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Jul 3, 2024
Ouch!
My tooth pain has been so severe for the past three days that I can hardly bear it anymore. In an hour, I have to go in, and they'll...
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Jul 2, 2024
Surviving
I'm struggling in silence. I'm exhausted but I'm trying. I'm dying but I'm surviving. I need someone to talk to, but I don't want to tell...
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Jul 1, 2024
Stripped
I feel like my life has been slowly taken away from me because of the gap between perception and reality. Misunderstandings and false...
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Jun 30, 2024
Time
There was a time when I felt like I was doing great – important, successful, popular, and almost famous. Everything seemed to be going...
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Jun 29, 2024
Forgive
You have the power to forgive others but also to protect yourself. In reality, forgiveness is about healing yourself rather than...
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Jun 27, 2024
Warhol
I knew about Andy Warhol, but I didn't know much beyond his famous pop art and iconic Campbell's Soup cans. After watching his...
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Jun 25, 2024
TV
I was in bed most of the day and night and watched a lot of tv. Somehow, whatever I watch on TV or in movies, or even hear on the radio,...
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Jun 25, 2024
Struggle
I'm struggling in silence. I'm exhausted but I'm trying. I'm dying but I'm surviving. I need someone to talk to, but I don't want to tell...
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Jun 24, 2024
Battle and what happened
I am freaking out about having my teeth removed today, terrified that I might die like my friend Michaanne. Maybe not from the removal...
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Jun 23, 2024
Real
Are our memories real or the stories we want to tell ourselves #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting...
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Jun 22, 2024
Pills
I've been having recurring death dreams lately. Just the other morning, I woke up to a disturbing scene where my cousin Jimmy was putting...
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Jun 21, 2024
Access Denied
I came across a quote that said:  "You can forgive some people without welcoming them back into your life.  Apology accepted. Access...
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