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Jul 9, 2024
Velour
Today, while working the desk at La Jolla, I was checking out the new schedule as they were loading in the Sasha Velour show. As people...
Jul 8, 2024
Home
My mom is coming home today, so I spent most of the day cleaning and cleaning some more. The house looks amazing, but unfortunately, I...
Jul 8, 2024
Melissa
My friend Melissa and her three kids, Ella, Baylor, and Crew, came from Arizona to visit me for a couple of days. We went to SeaWorld,...
Jul 7, 2024
Wicked
Wicked has been dominating my thoughts lately, thanks to my tendency to relate everything to a movie or play. I remember when my friend...
Jul 6, 2024
Memories
Are our memories real or the stories we want to tell ourselves #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting...
Jul 5, 2024
Leisa
This is a picture of me and my cousin, the famous Leisa Beemer. We were close for a huge part of our lives until family drama, which had...
Jul 5, 2024
Christmas in July
I woke up vomiting clear bile all over the place. I slept super hard on and off and felt like I had a really bad flu when I woke up, but...
Jul 3, 2024
Ouch!
My tooth pain has been so severe for the past three days that I can hardly bear it anymore. In an hour, I have to go in, and they'll...
Jul 2, 2024
Surviving
I'm struggling in silence. I'm exhausted but I'm trying. I'm dying but I'm surviving. I need someone to talk to, but I don't want to tell...
Jul 1, 2024
Stripped
I feel like my life has been slowly taken away from me because of the gap between perception and reality. Misunderstandings and false...
Jun 30, 2024
Time
There was a time when I felt like I was doing great – important, successful, popular, and almost famous. Everything seemed to be going...
Jun 29, 2024
Forgive
You have the power to forgive others but also to protect yourself. In reality, forgiveness is about healing yourself rather than...
Jun 27, 2024
Warhol
I knew about Andy Warhol, but I didn't know much beyond his famous pop art and iconic Campbell's Soup cans. After watching his...
Jun 25, 2024
TV
I was in bed most of the day and night and watched a lot of tv. Somehow, whatever I watch on TV or in movies, or even hear on the radio,...
Jun 25, 2024
Struggle
I'm struggling in silence. I'm exhausted but I'm trying. I'm dying but I'm surviving. I need someone to talk to, but I don't want to tell...
Jun 24, 2024
Battle and what happened
I am freaking out about having my teeth removed today, terrified that I might die like my friend Michaanne. Maybe not from the removal...
Jun 23, 2024
Real
Are our memories real or the stories we want to tell ourselves #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting...
Jun 22, 2024
Pills
I've been having recurring death dreams lately. Just the other morning, I woke up to a disturbing scene where my cousin Jimmy was putting...
Jun 21, 2024
Access Denied
I came across a quote that said:  "You can forgive some people without welcoming them back into your life.  Apology accepted. Access...
Jun 20, 2024
Cry
If suddenly you feel the urge to cry come upon you seemingly from nowhere, please recognize that it is not from nowhere. It is from...
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