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Dec 2, 2023
Lights
After a long stretch of wakefulness, I completed the task of wrapping the presents I'd purchased for my family members. Curious about my...
Dec 1, 2023
Lambs
I was eagerly looking forward to attending a play at the Lambs Theater tonight. My mom informed me that we would grab dinner before the...
Nov 30, 2023
Hummmmmmmm
I've come to the realization that when I'm under a lot of stress, especially at home or during show preparations, my tendency to hum...
Nov 29, 2023
Gramma
Today is my gramma's birthday, and it makes me really sad because she's not here anymore. I think about all the good times we had and how...
Nov 28, 2023
Win
I really want to win at Barona Casino tomorrow. If I do, I can send money to my friend Melissa so she can come visit me. #theaterkid...
Nov 28, 2023
Lazy
My mom perceives me as lazy, but I'm not. Despite being a diligent worker, the constant thoughts and underlying sadness make it...
Nov 27, 2023
Time
The days and weeks feel really long as if they never end, but when I look back, I'm surprised at how fast time has passed. The everyday...
Nov 26, 2023
Book
Returning to work on my book has proven to be a double-edged sword, as I find myself navigating the corridors of my past, each word a...
Nov 25, 2023
Sleep
My sleeping patterns have become a perplexing maze, leaving me to navigate a restless night's sleep. Despite my best efforts, I find...
Nov 24, 2023
Day After
In the quiet aftermath of Thanksgiving, a heavy air hangs over the day. The day unfolds in slow motion, each moment dripping with a...
Nov 23, 2023
Thanksgiving
It hurts—a subtle, persistent ache in my chest—as I grapple with the complex emotions that accompany being sidelined. The rift between my...
Nov 22, 2023
Giving
Embracing the holiday season I am letting go of my dearest possessions this Christmas. With each careful wrap, a twinge of bittersweet...
Nov 21, 2023
Backyard Woes
As I decorate my sister's backyard, a sense of distress and nausea hits me. The items I carefully chose for my Dad's place are scattered...
Nov 20, 2023
AA
My mom has started attending Lauren Moore AA meetings, something she hasn't done in a while. I can't help but wonder if it's somehow...
Nov 18, 2023
Fake
Despite all the Christmas decorating, my surroundings may look beautiful, but inside, my world feels far from it. The constant...
Nov 17, 2023
Another Christmas Poem
In a garage workshop adorned with pine and holly, My hands entwined in wreath-making folly. Twisting vines with a craftsman's grace,...
Nov 17, 2023
The Plug
I accidentally overheard my mom discussing her end-of-life wishes on the phone, and it seems my sister is uncomfortable with the idea of...
Nov 16, 2023
Blessed?
On some days, I feel utterly blessed, enjoying leisure by watching TV or immersing myself in personal art projects. Yet, there are...
Nov 14, 2023
Neighbors
I was reflecting on the convenience of having neighbors like my sister does. When she's in need of tools, nails, or anything else, she...
Nov 6, 2023
Christmas Poems
After discovering Maya Angelou's incredible Christmas poem on my mom's coffee table, I felt inspired to craft some Christmas poems of my...
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