The Feed

As I spill my heart to therapist Leah every Thursday, I feel a pressure building inside me. Every week I stay up late crafting the...

My mother, my sister and I are helplessly transfixed by Big Brother; a show that thrives on the deceit of its players. Every move is...

I am extremely thankful for my EBT program that I have been in since I was homeless six and a half years ago. Street kids told me how to...

My dad had a small collection of carousel horses and animals in his Indiana basement for years. I asked him numerous times if I could...

It's interesting how life moves along, but there are moments when you can feel as if you're stuck. You’re unable to take any action or...

In memory of my grandmother, I created an Ofrenda for the Day of the Dead. The idea came from the sugar skulls I saw at the dollar store,...

For years, I had kept my mental health struggles to myself. But then, after much contemplation and fear of judgment, I decided to open up...

I have not spoken to my father for over a year and a half, or rather, he’s not spoken to me. This is a Shopping, as he’s asked so many...

My gambling addiction has been more insidious than any other craving I’ve ever had. Although I have been lucky enough to win many times,...

I desperately miss theatre production. All my life was dedicated to performing on stage and it feels like an eternity since the last time...

I really need to go to an amusement park! #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...

Remember when I told you that story about the pudding and my grandmother that I accidentally ate, which is filled with oxycodone and who...

Today I attended my sister's third birthday party, at the drag club called Lips. I was excited to go back after so long and was looking...

Today I went to my sister's pool party hurricane and all. There were tacos and rice and beans, as well as an entertainment hour at the...

My sister mentioned to me today that she was planning three separate birthday parties and I could go to one of them. That saddened me a...

It’s been awhile since I last wrote for the blog... After my grandmother's passing, it's been difficult to form clear thoughts about the...

My grandma passed away this morning. #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...

I attended a pre-professional production and SDMT in Urinetown, and it was absolutely wonderful. Unfortunately, my experience of being...

Instead of questioning why I should die, I ask myself why I should keep on living. Not a single response crosses my mind - it's as if...

I can barely bear it any longer... Life is simply too absurd. I'm exhausted of not having any pals. I'm weary and there's nobody to...