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Jan 8, 2024
Shotgun
This morning, sleep eluded me as always, and I woke up at 4 a.m. I ended up watching "Shotgun Wedding" on Amazon Prime, starring Jennifer...
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Jan 7, 2024
Mary Poppins Returns
I experienced the magic of Mary Poppins Returns today, and I can't believe I hadn't seen it before! The movie is enchanting, featuring...
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Jan 6, 2024
Hum
Today, I can't stop humming, and it's even getting on my nerves. I've noticed I do it more when stressed, even though I'm aware it might...
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Jan 5, 2024
Cooking
Today, I felt like getting in the kitchen and preparing various dishes. I whipped up the dough for the cresada di ricotta cake and the...
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Jan 4, 2024
The Center
I found today's therapy session intriguing. My therapist suggested looking into The Center, an LGBTQ place in San Diego. It made me...
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Jan 3, 2024
I’m just not happy
I’m just not happy. #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic #boundaries #abuse...
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Jan 2, 2024
Memories
Yesterday, I spent most of the day in bed. My mom knocked on the door, surprising me with a homemade meal. After finishing the meal, she...
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Jan 1, 2024
Bed
Today I stayed in bed ALL DAY LONG! #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...
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Dec 31, 2023
NYE
New Year's Eve is approaching, marking the start of 2024. I lack excitement, considering how 2023, which began well, turned out to be my...
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Dec 30, 2023
Odd
Yesterday, I joined my mom at my sister's for dinner, expecting pasta but ending up with the bean soup I made days earlier. Gabe's mom,...
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Dec 29, 2023
Day 3
I visited East County Mental Health for three consecutive days. During the session with my psychiatrist, after a brief discussion, she...
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Dec 28, 2023
Another Day
Another day of therapy, with the intention of discussing my plans for the new year. However, it all unraveled as memories of my...
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Dec 27, 2023
Bye
This morning, all I wanted was to stay in bed all day. However, my mom was at my sister's place, as usual, leaving me feeling a bit...
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Dec 26, 2023
Group
Today, I attended a group therapy session for trauma victims, suggested by my therapist, Leah. Because it was the day after Christmas, I...
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Dec 25, 2023
Merry Christmas
As expected, on Christmas morning, I'm alone watching TV. My mom left me gifts from last night – I opened mine from Kelley, Gabe, and the...
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Dec 24, 2023
Color Purple
Today, on Christmas Eve, I'm filled with anxiety as I anticipate tomorrow, knowing that I won't be opening presents with my family....
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Dec 23, 2023
Welcome to Pathville
At the first light of day, a ritual unfolds without exception—I rise with the dawn. Today, my morning routine led me to the captivating...
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Dec 22, 2023
Light Show
Getting out of bed today was a tough call, but I pushed myself to join my family for the light show at the Botanical Gardens, a good 30...
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Dec 21, 2023
Trauma
Today's therapy session was really interesting. Leah, my therapist, emphasized that I don't have to explain myself to others and that I...
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Dec 20, 2023
Early
Turning in at 8:30 in the evening guarantees an early wake-up, and that's precisely what happened to me as I found myself up at 3 AM....
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