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Dec 19, 2023
Hours
Yesterday, I dedicated 8 hours to doing a designer and first and only tech rehearsal for my sister's backyard, assessing what still...
Dec 18, 2023
Anti-Hero
I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser Midnights become my afternoons When my depression works the graveyard shift All...
Dec 17, 2023
Cult
Last night, my mom brought out the Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) Big Book. Since she's been going back to meetings, she wanted to read the...
Dec 16, 2023
Anxiety
Focusing on anything for an extended time has become quite challenging for me. The process of writing this book induces anxiety, and I'm...
Dec 14, 2023
Meds
I agreed to go with my mom to Kaiser Permanente for her psychiatric appointment yesterday. It was the first time she opted for an...
Dec 13, 2023
Drew & Oprah
Yesterday on the Drew Barrymore show, Oprah was a guest. I realized how much I missed Oprah, and despite finding Drew a bit over the top...
Dec 12, 2023
Creating
For me, creating art depends on inspiration, and when it's absent, my work doesn't capture my envisioned creativity. There are days when...
Dec 11, 2023
Boat Parade
Last night, as we geared up for the San Diego boat light show, we congregated at my sister's place. Borrowing her neighbor's car to...
Dec 10, 2023
PTSD
I had hoped to finish my book today, but it seems unlikely. I find myself continually rewriting, making changes, and adding more content....
Dec 9, 2023
Car
Most of the time, not having a car doesn't bother me much since I don't have specific places to go or things to do, and my mom usually...
Dec 8, 2023
Yuck
This morning, I woke up feeling awful with a headache and sore arms, likely from hanging lights all day yesterday. Whatever the cause,...
Dec 7, 2023
More Decorating
Today, I spent eight hours at my sister's house, meticulously arranging Christmas lights in the backyard for her son's upcoming Christmas...
Dec 6, 2023
Price is Right
Waking up at Sheila's this morning at an ungodly hour, I decided to head to "The Price is Right" for the 8 AM taping. After securing a...
Dec 5, 2023
Morning
This morning, I woke up realizing I had plans to go to LA for "The Price is Right" with my friend Sheila, something I scheduled the week...
Dec 4, 2023
Morning
Going to bed at 8:30 in the morning ensures an early wake-up, and that's precisely what happened to me. I found myself up at 3 AM. Unable...
Dec 3, 2023
Wasting Time
As usual, I got up bright and early today, diving back into my writing for the book. Despite my efforts, it's not shaping up the way I...
Dec 2, 2023
Lights
After a long stretch of wakefulness, I completed the task of wrapping the presents I'd purchased for my family members. Curious about my...
Dec 1, 2023
Lambs
I was eagerly looking forward to attending a play at the Lambs Theater tonight. My mom informed me that we would grab dinner before the...
Nov 30, 2023
Hummmmmmmm
I've come to the realization that when I'm under a lot of stress, especially at home or during show preparations, my tendency to hum...
Nov 29, 2023
Gramma
Today is my gramma's birthday, and it makes me really sad because she's not here anymore. I think about all the good times we had and how...
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