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Sep 11, 2023
Struggles
For years, I had kept my mental health struggles to myself. But then, after much contemplation and fear of judgment, I decided to open up...
Sep 4, 2023
Gambling
My gambling addiction has been more insidious than any other craving I’ve ever had. Although I have been lucky enough to win many times,...
Sep 1, 2023
Theater
I desperately miss theatre production. All my life was dedicated to performing on stage and it feels like an eternity since the last time...
Aug 31, 2023
Amusement Park
I really need to go to an amusement park! #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...
Aug 20, 2023
Pudding Confession
Remember when I told you that story about the pudding and my grandmother that I accidentally ate, which is filled with oxycodone and who...
Aug 19, 2023
Lips
Today I attended my sister's third birthday party, at the drag club called Lips. I was excited to go back after so long and was looking...
Aug 18, 2023
Party 2
Today I went to my sister's pool party hurricane and all. There were tacos and rice and beans, as well as an entertainment hour at the...
Aug 11, 2023
3 Parties
My sister mentioned to me today that she was planning three separate birthday parties and I could go to one of them. That saddened me a...
Aug 1, 2023
:(
It’s been awhile since I last wrote for the blog... After my grandmother's passing, it's been difficult to form clear thoughts about the...
Jul 24, 2023
Gramma
My grandma passed away this morning. #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...
Jul 11, 2023
Life
Instead of questioning why I should die, I ask myself why I should keep on living. Not a single response crosses my mind - it's as if...
Jun 24, 2023
Absurd
I can barely bear it any longer... Life is simply too absurd. I'm exhausted of not having any pals. I'm weary and there's nobody to...
Jun 21, 2023
Comps
I was rewarded with complimentary hotel rooms at Barona Casino, due to the large amounts of money I had won. Thus, I booked a room and...
Apr 26, 2023
Book
I am determined to get my book published - I believe it could be a success. It might even make for an interesting movie! Although, the...
Apr 23, 2023
Locked in
I've been homebound for the last 72 hours, only leaving my room to grab snacks for my TV binge. The windows have stayed firmly shut, and...
Apr 6, 2023
Pudding 2
My therapist didn't know what to think when I confessed my story of the pudding. On one hand, I had a sense of contentment that I could...
Apr 1, 2023
Silence
#theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic #boundaries #abuse #survivor #healing...
Apr 1, 2023
Respond
I've sent out three emails and several text messages to each of the production team members at the theater, yet still nobody has answered...
Mar 25, 2023
Rice Pudding
I arrived at my mother's house as I often did to cook dinner for her and my grandma. My grandmother had a particular fondness for rice...
Mar 17, 2023
Strike 2
I'm grateful for attending the strike day, where I had a chance to chat with Rogelio. He said that discrimination against women is "just...
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