CT

This morning, I have to go for a CT scan, but all I could think about was getting a cup of coffee. I really wanted that first sip of caffeine because I know I'm only supposed to have clear liquids four hours before the procedure. As I sat in the hospital, I couldn't wait for that moment. I imagined how good the coffee would smell and how it would wake me up. My craving for coffee grew stronger with each passing minute, making the wait feel even longer. I pictured holding the cup and how it would make me feel better. Despite the scan coming up, all I wanted was that comforting moment with a cup of coffee.

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