IF

 Kelley invited me over for a movie night to watch IF with the kids outside. She made popcorn and pops, and even came to pick me up since I was carless. Watching that movie had me in tears—it’s all about losing imagination and childhood, especially through trauma. Today, I went and swam with the kids for a few hours. That makes it three times I've been to their house in a week, which is a record for me!  On the downside, I wasn’t invited to Colton's birthday dinner yet again. I’m assuming it’s because my dad footed the bill, but no one says anything to me about that. To top it off, my mom has had to attend to my asshole father three times in the three days she’s been back. Guess we all have our challenges!

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