PTSD

I had hoped to finish my book today, but it seems unlikely. I find myself continually rewriting, making changes, and adding more content. The length has become a concern, and I'm starting to think that maybe I overthought the whole experience, especially considering that restarting after seven years might not have been the best idea. Working on my book for an extended period appears to be causing a form of PTSD as I relive traumatic events from my time on the streets. This might explain why my sleep has worsened, marked by frequent interruptions and increased difficulty in finding rest.

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