Beef Wellington

I slept almost the entire day after spectacularly losing way too much money at the casino last night. I knew I shouldn’t have gone, but honestly, who cares? It’s just money, right? Today, I’m dragging myself back into reality with a shift at La Jolla Playhouse, and when I get home, I’m attempting the ultimate kitchen challenge: beef wellington. Yes, like on Hell’s Kitchen with Gordon Ramsay yelling at me in my head. Here’s hoping it turns out better than the start of this year has. At this point, I could use a win—or at least a dinner that’s not a total disaster.

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