Color Purple

Today, on Christmas Eve, I'm filled with anxiety as I anticipate tomorrow, knowing that I won't be opening presents with my family. Despite my dad's presence, our strained relationship, marred by disappointment two years ago, has led me to decide not to speak with him anymore. The choice to distance myself from those who have caused hurt is a step toward self-respect and setting boundaries for healthier relationships. It's frustrating that my mom is trying to convince me to join my sister's celebration tomorrow, as the mere thought of being around my father is mentally draining. My stomach has been in knots for days! The clash between the holiday mood and my inner turmoil makes it challenging to embrace the Christmas spirit. I'm attempting to navigate these emotions, seeking comfort and finding ways to enjoy the holiday season despite the family issues. Perhaps, instead of waiting for Santa's gifts, I'll opt for the 9:45 am showing of The Color Purple.

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