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Sometimes I don’t know how I continue

To live, to love, and to laugh too…

I don’t know how I got this far,

I don’t know if I’ll get further…

Tell me how to keep on trying,

Tell me how to keep from crying,

Tell me how to get over this shit

With a method besides ending it…

Blue’s too happy a hue

To describe what I am right now…

There’s an ache in my chest that I can’t get out,

I can’t open my mouth to scream or shout,

And I can't figure out how to get better

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