CT Scan

My health problems have been absolutely relentless lately. Maybe it’s just part of getting older, but honestly, I’m blaming it all on my teeth. The constant headaches, the feeling like my jaw is about to just unhinge and fall off—plus my bottom jaw keeps getting tighter—it’s miserable. It’s even changed the way I look, which is just fantastic. I’m so over it.

And as if that wasn’t enough, I also haven’t had a solid stool in six months. After my endoscopy and colonoscopy, they ruled out celiac, but not much else showed up. Now, I’m on pills to help my pancreas produce enzymes to break food down properly, which, sure, makes sense, but the fact that I even have to do this is ridiculous. On top of all that, I can’t breathe properly, so I have a CT scan scheduled for Monday. And to really top things off, I can’t sleep at night and keep waking up panicked, which is just the cherry on this completely exhausting, frustrating, never-ending health nightmare. Let’s hope something actually shows up because at this point, I just want some real answers.

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