Happiness

The holidays are supposed to bring joy and togetherness, but for me, they often feel like a reminder of what’s missing. Despite immersing myself in the festive spirit—decorating houses and being surrounded by SeaWorld's Christmas overload—I can’t shake feelings of hurt and isolation from how some family members have treated me. It’s left me guarded, realizing I don’t trust anyone anymore. Without trust, life feels heavy and isolating, yet it seems safer than risking more hurt. The season highlights both the longing for connection and the barriers I've built to protect myself.

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