Memories

Yesterday, I spent most of the day in bed. My mom knocked on the door, surprising me with a homemade meal. After finishing the meal, she showed me a video from three years ago, featuring my grandmother walking the dog. The video kept repeating, with my mom's voice overlaying my grandma's, wishing, "Happy New Year." Although my mom considered it a good memory, my recollections focused on the constant conflicts between her and my grandma until the day of her passing or the negative remarks made during their disagreements. Despite my mom cherishing the memory, it replayed about 10 times before I decided to leave the table and head back to bed.

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