Memories

I did this painting in my Dad’s unattached garage two years ago.  The painting depicts me as Cinderella, You can see I look pretty sad in the picture. It's like a snapshot of a time when I felt really stuck in my life.  It reflects a period of my life when I felt trapped within my own circumstances. Unable to secure an apartment due to my poor credit, I found myself confined to my father's house, where my days were consumed with cooking, cleaning, and caring for my ailing father. Desperate for a way out, I sold my car, acquired a new one with the deposit, and even adopted a dog in an attempt to alleviate my depression, though sadly, I no longer have her. I meticulously moved my belongings into a storage facility, attempting to discreetly plan my escape. Creating a safe space in the garage, I endured mistreatment from my father until a breaking point when he unjustly changed the locks leaving me stranded. Fortunately, through the kindness of neighbors who provided assistance, and the support of my friend Melissa, who sent me some cash, I mustered the courage to leave. I embarked on a journey to Arizona in my new car, cutting ties with my dad for good.

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