Nothing

Went to church, praying, "Santa Maria,

Send me guidance, send me guidance,"

On my knees.

Went to church, praying, "Santa Maria,

Help me feel it, help me feel it.

Pretty please!"

And a voice from down at the bottom of my soul

Came up to the top of my head.

And the voice from down at the bottom of my soul,

Here is what it said:

"This man is nothing!

This course is nothing!

If you want something,

Go find another class.

And when you find one

You'll be an actress."

And I assure you that's what

Fin'lly came to pass.

Six months later I heard that Karp had died.

And I dug right down to the bottom of my soul...

And cried.

'Cause I felt... nothing.

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