Pills

I've been having recurring death dreams lately. Just the other morning, I woke up to a disturbing scene where my cousin Jimmy was putting a million pills into a blender and trying to get me to drink them. I assume this dream was triggered by my mom sending me and my sister an old article about him the other day, especially since I haven't talked with him in years. I don't usually remember most of the details from these dreams, but they often repeat the same scenarios before I wake up, almost like pressing the rewind button. These unsettling dreams leave me feeling uneasy and anxious, lingering in my mind long after I've woken up.

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