Routine

Every day, I wake up, trapped in the routine, resembling a hamster endlessly running on a wheel? My days blur together as I follow the same sequence: sipping on coffee,  watching tv,  having dinner, going to bed, and repeating the cycle. On those disheartening days when life feels purposeless, have I wondered how to push forward? I go through the motions, yet there's an enduring emptiness within, a void that refuses to be filled. Regardless of my efforts, I find myself stuck in the same place, compelled to start anew repeatedly, grappling with the distressing persistence of emotional patterns that resist change. I contemplate, read, and strive to break free from the subconscious struggles, yet the negative forces have a relentless grip, reluctant to release me.

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