Schedules

I got to work at 9:30 this morning, and according to the schedule, I was supposed to work from 11 to 6. But when I checked my seaport system, it said I was supposed to leave at 4. They asked if I could stay until 6, and I agreed, figuring I might go to Arizona tomorrow. Even though I said yes, I’m still freaking out about the decision. We'll see how it goes, but my stomach hurts. I'm doing all this to avoid being around my father and not feeling alone, but I realize that self-care is really important too.

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