Sleep

My sleep has been awful lately. I can't sleep at night and feel exhausted all day, only managing to pass out in two-hour increments when I do get to bed. I wake up panicked with awful dreams—usually about dying, and now involving coyotes. I looked it up and found that Coyote is a trickster figure in the mythology and folklore of many Native American tribes. He is often portrayed as a creator, lover, magician, glutton, and trickster who can shape-shift and cause mischief. This has to stop. On top of that, I've had a very painful sore throat for the past three days.

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