Surviving

I'm struggling in silence. I'm exhausted but I'm trying. I'm dying but I'm surviving. I need someone to talk to, but I don't want to tell anyone what I'm going through. I look strong, but my inner self is weak. I give advice to people while I'm waiting for motivation to be given to me. I hate awkward hugs, but I really need them, especially in my situation right now. I sleep, but my mind is awake. I said I'm fine, but my heart is breaking. I said I'm okay, but my feelings are hurting. I want to talk, but I want to keep silent. I don't know what's wrong with me, what I am, who I am. I don't recognize myself anymore.

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