Ugggg

I’ve spent almost two full days in bed, feeling absolutely awful. Kaiser prescribed something to help speed up my recovery from COVID, but it hasn’t kicked in yet, and I still feel really, really bad. On top of that, being this sick means I can’t go to work, which just adds to the frustration. Honestly, it feels like the perfect way to wrap up my streak of Christmas nightmares—making it eight years in a row now. It’s hard not to feel defeated. On a side note, I finished the Gossip Girl show and loved all the drama. It was so interesting how everyone turned on Dan when he dropped his book—I can totally relate to that feeling. The reveal of who Gossip Girl was at the end was awesome because it made the point that everyone is Gossip Girl. Even though one person may stop, the gossip itself never really ends. It’s such a sharp take on how people thrive on drama and secrets.

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